Yeah. It’s been a while. I know this. I apologize. My life has been a big ginormous basket of nuts. The nuts part is all good stuff. Really big things. I’m actually so exhausted some days, even when I think I want to sit here in front of my new and very cool (touchscreen!!!) computer, I don’t. I sleep the almost good sleep until I wake in the wee hours of the morning to begin my always very long days again.
You know what’s interesting tho? My exhaustion is from doing a lot in a day, but it’s not from a loss of faith that what I’m working for and why I’m working for it is out of reach. I have a very detailed plan. I’ve been working my plan. I see the bigger picture and I’m excited about it! It’s that excitement that keeps me going. It’s that excitement that gets me up at the butt ass crack of dawn every day ready to do what must be done to make my life as I see it in my head.
It’s an awesome feeling of accomplishment when I check another thing off my check list. It gives me courage to keep working toward the next thing. I don’t actually need to talk about what I’m working on, when I’m working on it–because I’m so busy working on it– I don’t actually have a whole lot of free time to chat about what’s in the works. This concept is a little counter productive for a reality show-esque blogger (and the accompanied reality show-eque blog), but, yet and still…it is what it is and so, I digress. Here’s the cliff notes, for shits and giggles:
The past several months have been about creating the pieces to the really big puzzle my life has become. The next phase, of course, is putting the pieces I’ve created in place. I’m relaunching my sites: www.envymckeeshow.com and envymckee.com in the spring of 2011 and so there was a photoshoot that had to take place– a very big and very expensive photoshoot, mind you. Geez. The shoot went swimmingly. All my FB fam has gotten a taste of some of the new pics. If you aren’t now, but would like to become FB fam, click here.
I have an awesome team of designers who are working to upgrade everything Envy McKee–my logos, my site, my social networks and the like. The new site will literally be an online cipher all it’s own–video, blogs, insight, info, awesome interaction between all of us… so if I’ve been neglecting you on my blog, FB and twitter, I promise, it’s for a reeeeeeeally good reason. I’m planning a much better time between us. hehehehe.
I’m also finishing up book proposals for two new works; plus, with the new site, we’re launching two new web radio shows and a web TV series; I’m shopping my poetry album–F.L.J.; I’m publishing my first novel and I never stop being the best mommy I can be to Aubrei and so–now you know why I’m so exhausted.
I also wanted to say Thank YOU. You and I have been through a lot together. You’ve helped me to have a place to share with you and vent with you and learn and grow and evolve with you and for this, I’m so grateful. Without you and this place, I can’t even think about how I would have coped with all that I’ve been through. I’m so excited to actually show you what WE have been able to make happen just by staying the course and not giving up. It’s an exciting time on the horizon, my people. Thank you for being here with me through it. Thank you for allowing me to share my life with you and I look forward to so much more interaction between us.
Whatever you’re going through, keep your head up diva, pimpin’! It’ll all work out divinely… this I know for sure…
The moral of this story? No idea. Just some food for thought. Thank you for reading this though. Peace and abundant “this day is awesome, even when it doesn’t seem like it” blessings! Love, -e-