Senseless Bullshit: A Poem

Consider this

A public service announcement.

 

I read somewhere

That the way a man touches

A woman’s senses

Is how she knows

who’s hers.

 

I didn’t believe it at first

Until I met him.

So maybe there’s some truth here worth exploring.

 

Case in point.

I love

his voice.

It gives me tingles.

Listening to a message

From him

Even when he’s angry

At me

Just His voice in my ear

Does something weird for me.

Like jump through the phone

To ravage him weird.

 

Most women take for granted

That “something”.

That

Whatever it is

That whatever kinda mess he says

Is cool

So long as he’s speaking it.

Now let a brotha

She don’t like

Say that same mess

And a cuss

Is sure

To come next.

 

 

Cause

A man speaking

Is just like being touched by him

There’s just something about

The inflections

And his tones…

It’s different for every girl

Who listens to any guy.

It wraps around her

I don’t know why.

 

If a guys voice is too high

Or too low

It’s just too much.

A deep seated turn off.

 

I’m thinking now

When a man speaks

A women hears

with more than just her

Ears.

Her soul wants to know.

And if his voice ain’t swaying it.

Forget about it.

 

And there’s more.

 

It’s his breath too.

Some men can eat a thousand mints

And it don’t help him

From being anything at all

but musty.

 

But he

can eat a hot dog

Garlic,

Onions

not brush his teeth for a week

And his breath still smells sweet to me.

It just

Never stinks.

 

I can’t call it.

 

Let another brotha

Do that same shit

And I’m looking for

The nearest toilet.

Holding tissue to my nose

Gag reflex

Wanting to

Throw up

And for what?

 

Because he didn’t brush his teeth

Seconds before speaking to me?

Yes, it sounds petty…

And there’s more.

 

Even his sweat don’t smell.

Well.

Fresh off the court

No shower

The sport stick long since wore off

And he still smells good

To me.

It’s the essence of his salt

Or something

Weeks can go by

Wake up in the middle of the night

He could smell like stank to some

But to me

I smell pure

Clean

September

Sun.

 

There has to be something to this.

Granted

I read somewhere

That the way a man touches

A woman’s senses

Is how she knows

who’s hers.

 

Well if this is true

I’m telling you

This brotha

Really is

The personification

Of that truth.

 

Cause I can walk through any club

Or venue

And smell

Every stank

Under

Any variety of smell goods

Natural oil

Dolce

Deisel

Kenzo

Sex on a Beach

Viktor & Rolf’s

Antidote

Can’t even cover

What truly lies underneath.

 

We can chat.

But we ain’t going nowhere

After.

It’s instinctive

I’m thinking

That our senses are what produce

Real chemistry.

 

More than looks

And a bangin body

Way more than what he says

Or how he commands the party.

It’s more than how sweet he is

Or how much he does

What kinda car he drives

Or who he says he wish he was.

 

It’s the most subtle things.

The tone of his voice

The scent of his breath

The underlying smell of his body.

It’s stuff he can’t really control

And it’s different for

Everybody.

 

And to think.

Men go through so much

Senseless bullshit

To show and prove

All the things they can do.

 

When in the end

It can’t be faked.

When our senses

Tell the truth.

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